Umeed !!

Ye pighalti hui Chaandni, ye Badal, ye guzaarti hui hawa

Sab milke raat k sannate pe kuch isshare karte hain

Kahi ankaahien, suni ansuuni kuch ehsaas

Jo iss kadar dil ke kareeb hai ki dil ko chun sake

Inn Ehsaas ko shabdoon pe bayan karne ki tadap de jate hain

Dil chahta hai tumse keh dun par haq nehi hai uska

Labzo ke taar ched k bass khamoshiyan hi gunzti hai

Kis haq se umeed kare tumse, kis haq se khafah ho tumse

Aise umeed ki, ya khafah hone ki koi rishta nehi hai tumhara humse

Dil toh naadan hai kuch bhi soch baithta hai

Jaane anjane se kisko dil ke kareeb le aata hai

Yun toh iss kadar dil ko chune ki izzazat hai nehi kisisko

Yun toh aanson palko tak le aaye aisi gehra lagao nehi kisise

Par tumhari ye chotti chotti harkatien aachi lagti hai hume

Iss kadar inn hasin lamho ko jata ke ehsaan tale na dabo iss dil ko

Aapna mana hai tabhi izzazat hai tumhe

Warna binn wajah khus rehne ki aadat hai hume !!

HoPE & dESpAiR !!

It’s been ages since I have been a little here & there

It’s been ages since I had a heart felt happiness

Why this despair, why this lost hope !!

The alluring beauty of my love is still as striking as before

Yet my feet would shudder at it’s first boulder

The more you reminisce the old memories, the more you despise your overpowering leisure

The world’s happiness, the riches, the luxury, the love of dear, nothing gives you pleasure

Nothing seems to touch your pain, there is no respite no rest

All your memories which you once wore with pride now torment

Yet you smile, yet you rise, yet you leap & you fall

The consoling thought “It’s not yet time” still holds its pacifying potential

But the hope shudders, the heart flutters with fear

It’s not the misery that you have fallen into, it’s the sightlessness

The deepest secret behind your smile, your happiness, your optimism now lay bare

And every day, every moment your thoughts oscillates between extremes of Hope & Despair!!

Departing soul (Life’s Journey)

With an unlimited scope to discover, explore & invent, I was created with an expiry date

I was sent to sing the song that resides in our soul & create positive change on this mystery land

Suddenly it got interrupted with life goals & the element of skill & chance played role in deciding fate

With eyes filled with dreams & heart tied down by desire I guarded my innermost feelings

In some unguarded moments when I desired to relive the song of my soul

Either the words were not right or the instrument was out of tune & the agony of wishing grew in my heart

Moment’s indulgence with one’s own self got interrupted with endless toil to bind with finery or fame

Now all I desire is to freely walk into last minute of gentle surrender But Can I??

Pre-planning, the most frequently used term is often linked with career, possession, and lineage

But why did I fail to link it with life & life goals

Now as the golden streams break loose the far off sky, my soul surrenders itself with restless wind

With a dying wish that let my word take wings & break all falsified nests that spell bound every heart

To spread that the perfect sweetness resides in depth our heart & it can be felt only by sharing.....